Time

The place where I am working now is such a wonderful place to work. I really mean the work, so that kinda explain that I love the work that I am working on. In spite of any other problems especially around 'some people'. I am doing it very passionately to make them succeed. And the company always supply us, both the animator and artists with a lot of tutorial and reference. So, in my point of view this company is giving their support to make us the best in whatever we are doing now. But, it seems it is so hard to find a spare time to study those large amount of tutorial files. I don't know, but I just can't find the right moment of ease, so I can learn those lesson one by one by one. And of course the time to practice whatever I learn about. But, surely I really wanted to learn, about anything, animation, art and design, concepts.
I wish I could make sometime to save. I'll try for that...

Carole King

I like Carole King's music. First time knowing her when I accidentally listen to her song "Now and Forever". From that time I just found out that she was the one who create "You Make Me Feel Like a Natural Woman". But most of her song are really familiar among our lives, but perhaps just like me, we don't know who sang it. And great singer often covers her song in their album, to mention one for example is Celine Dion. Carole King is truly a good composer. Did you ever notice how beautiful the music she create and mixed then boiled up with a deep, true, simple and meaningful lyrics? If you haven't heard of hers maybe you should try listening to her great album especially in the night with nothing but an empty room lit by a few candle. And you can start listening to her album "Tapestry" which won grammy award. And then enjoying how warm she is when entertaining her audience in a live concert on her "Living Room Tour" album. Enjoy

Weekend work!!

Don't get mixed up with the photographs! The title can explain! I hate this when they took off my holiday! This gotta change or I must change this sooner. There are no logical reason to adding more work time, when there's no willingness in everyones feeling. We hate this, and it makes our works sucks! We're not doing anything at all. We just came, show our asses in. That's all!!

High Blood Pressure???

I always thought that I had a low blood pressure, 'cos oftenly my head feel dizzy. And sometimes when I was checked up by the doctor he said that my blood pressure is below normal. Never really thought that I'd have that symptoms of hypertency.
I just begin to be very careful with food, try to keep away from sugar, quit smoking, doing some work out. Less to say that I am very care about my health life better than before.
But, after my brother died, when I began to work again after a week of feeling lost of my brother, just when the busy days back again to my life, after I feel the exitement again to continuing practice my aikido at the dojo, my head started to feel very hurt. And the pain lasts for almost 2 days after the doctor gave me a medication and told me that I got this high blood pressure. 160/90........
I hope that it wont be sign as a bad thing going to happen, that it is only a warning to rest my body and my activity for a bit. Though, it make me lied again on my bed and make me miss get a rank in aikido, and most of all, I begin try not to think to hard about anything that involving my life.
And hopefully that animation and aikido can became a part to cure this high blood pressure symptoms..

Farewell dear brother....

Wednesday, June 4th 2008, at 18:30 pm, my younger brother passed away.
I had no chance to see him, i heard the news when i arrived at Soekarno-Hatta airport.
He was so very ill that I can almost hear it in his voice when we were having conversation a month before.
There was only three of us as brother before he left. Now, it's only me and my younger brother.

Son, gue tau loe udah mendekati saat-saat akhir waktu kita bicara di telpon sebulan lalu dan itu merupakan obrolan terpanjang kita selama hidup yang melalui telpon. Gue ngerasa kalo loe udah makin jauh, biarpun harapan gue tetap gue lambungkan setinggi langit, menutupi rasa kuatir akan takdir yang belum terjadi. Tapi, inilah kenyataannya....
Gue tau loe mungkin udah ngerasa lelah menjalani hidup ini,... gue bisa ngertiin perasaan loe, kepusingan loe. Gimana rasanya kalo gue yang ada di tempat loe saat itu.
Cuma yang gue sesalin, gue ga bisa bantu loe. Maafin, gue ya.
Gue sayang loe.
Mungkin aja loe tau betapa bangganya gue sama karya kita bertiga melebihi prestasi apapun yang pernah gue raih sepanjang hidup gue. Dan, sebenarnya kalo gue bisa memilih gue akan memilih supaya kita bisa berkarya bersama terus, daripada gue harus kerja bareng orang lain. Kita adalah team terhebat yang pernah bekerjasama dan ga akan tergantikan sampai kapanpun. Kita adalah yang terbaik, dan kita sudah membuktikan hal itu....
Selamat jalan Sonny adikku... Sampai ketemu lagi... (biarpun gue udah niat untuk brenti ngerokok, karena kuatir akan bernasib seperti loe, tapi gue akan ngerokok disini sebagai ucapan selamat tinggal gue buat loe...Semoga tempat loe disana adalah tempat yang baik dan tenang, Amiiiiin)

in loving memory of

Sonny Evert Herwinda
(beloved brother, husband, son)
Born : March, 29th 1975
RIP : June, 4th 2008

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